I turned 21 (finally) and I am verily touched by all of their gestures. ((:

On the day itself I had lunch with Katbaby Glenda Dewi and Andi! Sarpino's was awesome and each of them gave me something cute. Purple Post-Its and a sweet letter+card+photo from Andi, Katbaby gave me the cutest-looking sweets plus small sized donuts!! A very adorable photo-holder from Glenda and a purple bear from the Indonesian.
What's with the purple colour.... -.-

Kyun fetched me from the mrt station and brought me to our secret place: the rooftop terrace. And there was a guitar, roses, and a bottle of white stars with 21 red ones. I just died, it was so so romantic; beneath the pavilion with the rain all around us. Oh my gosh, what a day! She read me a letter she wrote and sang me a song, because I've been bugging her to sing me something for my birthday. IT WAS THE SWEETEST SONG.
Stayed for quite a long while before heading to the airpork for dinner. Kyun got me a cake and started singing, much to my embarrassment the person who sat next to our table started singing too. (: I love you so very much, despite what you wrote in the red stars ._.

Just past Friday I went out with Indah Osha Az Elf Mima and Kyun to bowl, chat and have dinner at Simpang. They annoyingly gave me an encyclopedia of cats and The Holocaust. WITH PICTURES. Omg I swooned like mad and they recorded it. There goes my face.

((: Pasir Ris Park screaming and ohh POLAROIDS I LOVE.
Don't know what I did to deserve such an understanding and sweet, so caring and funny person, but I'm not letting her go ~

ofblack&white
8:10 PM

It's been long since I wrote something here! I've been all angsty and whatnot past few months but I've been terribly terribly happy too. School started, gotten closer to a great bunch of people and life is going on so well right now actually. There's so much that has happened I don't know where to start but most importantly,

Hi Kyun (: You make me so very happy.

ofblack&white
12:25 AM

Hello! Disappeared for quite a while and hey ho,

I am having quite the ball of my life. With you, with her, with everyone else.
Some disappointments and niggly feelings but nothing friends can not cure. 

Alright, time to shower for a nice tomorrow.

(: &d

ofblack&white
9:40 PM

Exams are FINALLY over! Yay, back from 3 day 2 nights at Sibu Island, preparing for CampInc, busy as hell, but loving it.


Just to say, I am on an indefinite hiatus for this blog. I feel even this isn't private enough. I'm temporarily on another space. If I don't tell you about it, sorry.


That's it folks, it's a good amount of years on this place but there's the urge to move on to something new.

ofblack&white
12:42 AM

Just two more days. I haven't blog much here,sorry for the neglect but I feel more at ease at the other now.

Last Saturday we had mock camp and despite all the tiredness, it was freaking good. I feel that the work the progs put in paid off ((:

And so parentals went off to Bali and had came back. On Saturday Kyun Osha and Az came over for the night, it was beyond fun! Playing stress, that ELLEN game, jammed, a lot of Osha-traumatising, watched two movies and went for breakfast. All in all, only sleeping at 930 am for the day. And repaying this lack of sleep until today, there's always the lethargy in your bones when you don't sleep.

God, I'm still trying to figure her out, being so predictably unpredictable. Sighh.

Econometrics revision paid off, so I need to make it the same for my Abstract Math.

Anyway last week I was having a high weekend, because RAFAEL NADAL LOST. If the king of claylost for the very first time in Roland Garros, life is made more exciting and uncertain! Ivanovic went out too. That was a crazy Sunday night.

Can't wait for Friday to come. In a way I am really glad my examinations stretch over the month so I have more time to prepare. And see more of for reassurance.
On the other hand, it makes July comes faster. I am still undecided if I want it to come fast or not, maybe it should.

Last weekend at Port Dickson was a fun but slightly painful two days. If two days feel like this, what is 8 weeks?

Meh.

ofblack&white
10:10 AM

Yesterday tahlil at arwah Faruk's place was good. The money that his mother gave us, we didn't want it. And since it was impolite to give it back, we decided to donate it. I feel good.

Matin drove 5 girls back home, it was madness, really. Four people squeezed at the back of a modest Nissan. Hahah!


And Khay came over we can quite click when it comes to song choices on Rosie and Medusa.

I went cycling with Osha and Az and we died.
And Osha said I supposedly flirted with the bicycled aunt. Hence the woman asking for my number. Freaking hilarious.

Being shameless and just plain annoying.

(a conversation going on before about the old aunty...)
Kyun: HAHAHAH what did you say? How old was she anyway?
Ili: About my mother's age! And I was just being friendly. I didn't know I had such charm. I tried on Osha though but it didn't work. (and here is where my shameless sentence inserts itself)
Do you think it'll work if I try it on you?
Kyun: It's hard to try anything on Osha. Tried and tested. And fail. Lol, why not? ;)

Gosh I cannot stop smiling at that!

ofblack&white
10:39 PM

TOMORROW IS MICRO, MICRO WWWWHHHHHHYYYYYYYYY IS THERE THE PRESSURE FOR ME TO PASS (well it's a pre-req) BUT AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH.


PANIC PANIC PANIC.

WWWWWWWWHHHHYYYYYYYYY MUST MICRO BE TOUGHER THAN MACRO GOD I HOPE JOHN CHARD WILL BE NICE TO SET THE PAPER EASIER THAN LAST'S OR TWO YEARS BACK.

Ok if I don't live to see tomorrow 1pm you know what happened.

KTHXBAI.

ofblack&white
10:20 PM